Myself some time i feel I am a dreamer but in another time I become realistic.
I think I like this sometime story I am telling now to you , I am enjoying it, I hope you will be patient with me .
Sometime I become very good muslim and I should follow what Mohammed told us to do , pray , fast ..and some time I see a video in youtube for atheist and mention things about mohammed and I feel he is true or right , some time I want to make love with dark woman , but some time if I had the option also I would like to make love with blond white woman , some time I like woman with hijab and sometime I like woman in taksim specially when I see all these tits and butts around me , but you know what , also another time ( sometime again) I said I should choose a virgin woman , not been used , clean and clear from past man experience and ……….. , but I return back and I see sexy woman almost naked and I said waw , I want from this a bite , and again the many times ( divided to many sometimes ) I want mix , or most likely in the grayscale between the two points .
We all change and the change could happened in a second, and when we changed , the internal world become different and then the way we look at the outside world become also different , we see things in another way , with a new angle .
As an artist have allot of sensitivity to visual world around me, my internal thought effect my work, and because of that I produce a different type of work, some art critic (some of them artist friends and some of them is myself, I struggle with myself …again sometimes) why I change my style of work, my painting are not the same? I found the answer is simply that I am a life , I see the world and interact with it all the time so it’s normal that I get changed , especially in this time of live with all this different media and sources , then I discover that every moment of my live has a new experience . we are not the same person who was before one second ago .
Art exhibition for artist should reflect his philosophy , the way he see the world , and because of that it would be not true good achievement if make all his painting with same feeling , it should talk about different moment of his life , the life he live .